Broken hearts, broken dreams.
I just woke up from dreaming about you.
I was so close to being over the heartache.
But apparently I’m not as close to being over it as I thought.
I slept for three hours,
Dreaming of you
This is the first time I have dreamt of you in a while.
I don’t know why it has to hurt so bad
I thought I had forgotten you.
In the dream you were crying
And that honestly broke my heart
I don’t know what this dream means or if it means anything at all.
Now I’m screaming at the walls
Screaming into a pillow
Crying for help.
My heart is aching as of right now (10:19pm) it has never ached this bad.
My soul is tormented
All the memories and feelings come back to me.
I want to forget you
Just like you forgot me.
I know that my heart will never forget.
So all I can do as of right now Is grieve and cry.
And just lay here
Lifeless, soulless, helpless
Tears streaming down my face
Staring off into space
As my insides scream for your love.